Monday, June 27, 2011

Journey of a Gift - Chapter 1


Chapter One

The peaceful azure blue sky set a magnificent backdrop to the vast open sea embracing the scenic Batu Buruk beach. The beginning of sunset in the west flickering beautiful reddish flames and the graceful strokes of evening breeze completed the magnificent canvas. Far away, a lonely ship was sailing. Birds flying home harbored the few people resting on it. Soothing music of nature, orchestrated by the rhythmic sea waves, was entertaining the people on the shore. They scattered all around the famous and most visited beach in Kuala Terengganu. Some were indulging the gentle caress of the sea water while the majority was occupying themselves with some activities on the white sandy beach. Voices of people talking, shouting, laughing and even crying blended well with the waves. 

Visitors around the park, located right across the road facing the beach, seemed in no hurry to leave the recreational area. Children’s talks and laughs encompassed the playground. Small chats among adults and adorable fights between pairs of little kids were music to the ears. Even toddlers in strollers seemed excited by the sounds in the park, thus stealing looks at their older siblings around the playground. It was another weekend that captured harmonious vibes.

Not far from the cycling path in the park, among the crowd of visitors, a thirty-year-old man was examining the back wheel of his bicycle. 

“Not again!” Sighing, Harith rubbed his forehead. Pushing the bicycle to the ground, he wondered how to fix it. Suddenly he remembered Adam, his nephew. Suhana, his younger sister who lived and worked in Kedah, had left her son at their grandparents’ home to accompany her husband on a three-day business trip to Bali.  He quickly scanned the playground and smiled when he spotted the boy happily climbing the ladder of a slide. Harith’s attention returned to the bicycle. 

He had the bicycle modified for her so she could cycle in the park. He had taken off the white rattan basket attached on the front wheel. It had stayed on his study desk for the past two years. “Why are you being like this, bicycle? Is it because you’re not really mine?” He was mumbling the words when he felt someone was staring at him. Turning to his left he met a beautiful little girl. She looked almost like a doll – a bit messy brunette curly shoulder length hair, very fair skin with chubby cheeks and round dark brown eyes. Her pink jumpsuit, yellow t-shirt and white sneakers completed her doll-like appearance. She could be about Adam’s age he thought. The little girl smiled at him.

“You have a flat wheel, uncle?”

“Yup, sweetie and I can’t fix it.”

“I can help you.” She ran to a car, parked under a shady tree. Harith saw the little girl talking to a man. Probably her father, he thought. She pointed to Harith. He smiled and waved at them. Carrying a bicycle pump, the man and the little girl walked towards Harith.

“As salaam alaikum. I’m Iskandar, this chubby little girl’s Daddy.”

 “Wa alaikum salaam. I’m Harith Faisal.”

“I’m Jasmine, Daddy.”

A little surprised to hear the name, Harith smiled at Jasmine.

“Of course, you are, my Princess Jasmine!” Iskandar touched her small nose and turned to Harith.

“Hi, there, Jasmine. Thank you for your help, sweetie.”

“Jasmine said you’ve got problem with the wheel. Hope this helps.” He handed Harith the pump.

“Thanks.”

Jasmine ran to the slide and made small talk with Adam. Harith began working on the wheel.

“Do you come here a lot, Mr. Iskandar?”

“Quite often. Jasmine loves it here. Her mother used to like this place too…” He paused remembering something. “…today is her seventh birthday and she wanted to come here. Please join us later. Her Grandma packed us with enough food to feed five people…even the birthday cake!”

“Alhamdulillah! Thanks for the food and drinks. Adam really enjoyed the cake and the fried noodles with the fish crackers. Also thanks for the pump.” The men looked at Adam and Jasmine who were finishing their drinks. “I guess we’d better get going.”

“Really nice meeting the two of you here, Mr. Harith.”

“Same here, Mr. Iskandar. InshaAllah, we’ll meet again.”

“InshaAllah.”

Harith and Adam cycled to the car park. Harith’s cell phone rang.

“Yes, Grandma. Yes, we’ll be home in ten minutes, inshaAllah.” He sensed from his grandmother’s urgent voice that something was up with his grandfather.

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The double storey house – a fusion of modern and traditional architectural designs – was quiet when Harith reached the front door. The living room was empty. His grandparents must be at the nearby masjid for Maghrib prayer. Adam ran to his room. A maid in her fifties appeared from the dining room and confirmed his grandparents’ whereabouts. Harith hurried to join the early evening congregational prayer.

It was around nine when Harith returned home. He heard Adam talking with his great grandmother. He walked to the direction of the voice. His nephew was narrating the meeting at the park. Seeing Harith, Hajjah Maryam signaled her grandson to go to the study. “I’ll join you in a minute, dear.”

An old man in his seventies was sitting at a big study desk, reading a tafseer. After giving salaam, Harith took a seat at the sofa opposite the desk. Haji Mustapha came to join his grandson. Harith thought it was a little strange for his grandfather to sit across from him at the sofa set. The door opened and his grandmother entered with ginger tea for the three of them.

Sitting beside her husband, Hajjah Maryam looked at her grandson. A mix of sad and happy expressions appeared on her face. Harith felt a little awkward, almost disturbed, as he sensed a little tension in the air, yet keeping himself composed to what was about to take place. The three of them rarely gathered in that room. It was usually him meeting his grandfather to discuss matters about work at the office or their batik factory.

“Right after you left for the beach, your Pak Tua called …and told us everything. Obviously she calculated the time before leaving. Today was the day and we were told the truth.”

 “She? The truth?”

“Jasmine...”

Harith’s jaw dropped.

“…and what really happened on that wedding day.”

Hajjah Maryam nodded reaffirming her husband’s words.

Harith recalled the last meeting with Jasmine in KB almost two years ago. She did not tell him the reason for leaving before the wedding and he did not force her to. For a moment, Harith was speechless. Meeting little Jasmine earlier reminded him of his Jasmine as well as his long lost mother. All the way driving home, he recalled the time spent with Jasmine at the park.

Looking straight into Harith’s eyes, his grandfather continued. “I want you to be honest with me, Harith. I know for many years I wasn’t the kind of grandfather you wanted to have. I had my reasons and some you’ve already known. Some are wise to be kept secret for the betterment of our family. But, when Jasmine came into our family, you and I…we opened a new chapter of our relationship. That, I will forever be grateful to her.”

Harith took in every word uttered by Haji Mustapha. Nothing new to his ears. The past two years, his relationship with his grandfather had indeed improved. What was the truth? The true reason why she had left? Jasmine’s name suddenly cropped up. No one had mentioned the name for the past one year and a half. He believed the family wanted to spare him the agony of what went down almost two years ago. Or perhaps, they had decided to forget the name.

“Before I tell you the truth your Pak Tua told me…why she left, I want to hear all about you and Jasmine.” The old man’s voice became less commanding than usual.

Moments earlier, he had guessed from his grandmother’s face that his grandfather had another tip regarding him searching for his mother yet again. For years he had been secretly searching for her ever since he began working in the family’s batik business. That was about seven years ago. He always saved one third amount of his monthly salary to use purposely for that. He was a little distracted during Jasmine’s stay, but never stopped entirely.

As for Jasmine, she vanished into thin air about two years ago. Just like his mother did. He had tried contacting her at her home, but gave it a rest when his effort was fruitless. Of the two women, he decided to pursue looking for his mother. He missed Jasmine still but kept telling himself that his life would only be complete after he had found his mother.

“Dear, what we’ve learned today has changed what we believed was true…that she never left only to save herself. Perhaps you have guessed that.”

Hajjah Maryam’s voice brought Harith back from his musing. Jasmine left but clearly she had made a deal with Pak Tua. “So, what did Pak Tua say? No, no…exactly what did Jasmine say?”

“Before we go into that, tell us everything…do not leave a single thing out, dear…about you and Jasmine…from your first meeting with her and all that happened between the two of you until the day she left…on that wedding day two years ago.” Hajjah Maryam’s voice was gentle yet encouraging.

“You two had some kind of a partnership and both were…I would say still trustful to one another or the partnership itself. What I don’t understand is how come you don’t even know where she is now?” his grandfather added.

First the meeting with that little Jasmine in the park and now this! The thought ran through his head. There was still a half month before the two-year time completed. Only then he had promised himself to seek for Jasmine again. He still could not figure out why she needed the two years.

Harith hesitated for a little while but realized no harms in telling his grandparents everything. They had known much about him and Jasmine. Losing Jasmine did change the family in some positive ways – a blessing in disguise. Even his relationship with his grandfather had become as normal as it should have been since. But, it never justified losing her in his life.

“Harith…” called his grandmother after his long pause.

“We met in a flight…”

Monday, April 4, 2011

Journey of a Gift

Here's my second entry for this year. 'Journey of a Gift' is my latest novel manuscript. InshaAllah, I will be posting some chapters here. I'm hoping to get some comments from readers.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Friendship is a Gift

In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful;
blessings and peace be upon Prophet Muhammad s.a.w.

Looking back to 2010, alhamdulillah, I met some new friends through "The Gift". They read the novel and wrote to me. A few of them have kept in touch on regular basis. Thus, a friendship was born. I thank Allah for this blessing...

In 2010, I lost the presence of two dear friends in my life. Norida was my childhood best friend. We were seven when we met for the first time. We were inseparable during our primary school days. We kept in touch during our teenage years. Careers never really separated us. Allah Ta'ala always had His ways to bring us together from time to time. Then that one night last year, I was awakened from sleep - the news that took me hours to digest. She was no more in my life...I met Dalilah when I was eighteen. She was my roommate at the college - a bubbly and cheerful person. I will always remember her as someone who loved to make others smile and laugh. Her struggle with cancer during the last few years of her life was amazing, subhanAllah. May Allah accept them and may they rest among His beloved servants.



Losing these two friends made me think of my favorite character in "The Gift" - Ani - Saleha's bestfriend. Allah Ta'ala gives us countless blessings and friendship is indeed one of them. The sahabahs of Rasulullah...they were jewels in his life. They were among the great people for us to ponder and model after. Friends make our journey in life more meaningful. Thank you Allah for all the friends You have granted me with!