Chapter One
The peaceful azure blue sky set a
magnificent backdrop to the vast open sea embracing the scenic Batu Buruk beach.
The beginning of sunset in the west flickering beautiful reddish flames and the
graceful strokes of evening breeze completed the magnificent canvas. Far away,
a lonely ship was sailing. Birds flying home harbored the few people resting on
it. Soothing music of nature, orchestrated by the rhythmic sea waves, was entertaining
the people on the shore. They scattered all around the famous and most visited beach
in Kuala Terengganu. Some were indulging the gentle caress of the sea water
while the majority was occupying themselves with some activities on the white
sandy beach. Voices of people talking, shouting, laughing and even crying
blended well with the waves.
Visitors around the park, located right
across the road facing the beach, seemed in no hurry to leave the recreational
area. Children’s talks and laughs encompassed the playground. Small chats among
adults and adorable fights between pairs of little kids were music to the ears.
Even toddlers in strollers seemed excited by the sounds in the park, thus
stealing looks at their older siblings around the playground. It was another
weekend that captured harmonious vibes.
Not far from the cycling path in
the park, among the crowd of visitors, a thirty-year-old man was examining the
back wheel of his bicycle.
“Not again!” Sighing, Harith rubbed
his forehead. Pushing the bicycle to the ground, he wondered how to fix it.
Suddenly he remembered Adam, his nephew. Suhana, his younger sister who lived
and worked in Kedah, had left her son at their grandparents’ home to accompany
her husband on a three-day business trip to Bali. He quickly scanned the playground and smiled when
he spotted the boy happily climbing the ladder of a slide. Harith’s attention returned
to the bicycle.
He had the bicycle modified for her so she could cycle in the park. He had
taken off the white rattan basket attached on the front wheel. It had stayed on
his study desk for the past two years. “Why are you being like this, bicycle?
Is it because you’re not really mine?” He was mumbling the words when he felt
someone was staring at him. Turning to his left he met a beautiful little girl.
She looked almost like a doll – a bit messy brunette curly shoulder length
hair, very fair skin with chubby cheeks and round dark brown eyes. Her pink
jumpsuit, yellow t-shirt and white sneakers completed her doll-like appearance.
She could be about Adam’s age he thought. The little girl smiled at him.
“You have a flat wheel, uncle?”
“Yup, sweetie and I can’t fix it.”
“I can help you.” She ran to a car,
parked under a shady tree. Harith saw the little girl talking to a man. Probably her father, he thought. She pointed to Harith. He smiled and waved at
them. Carrying a bicycle pump, the man and the little girl walked towards
Harith.
“As salaam alaikum. I’m Iskandar, this
chubby little girl’s Daddy.”
“Wa alaikum salaam. I’m Harith Faisal.”
“I’m Jasmine, Daddy.”
A little surprised to hear the
name, Harith smiled at Jasmine.
“Of course, you are, my Princess
Jasmine!” Iskandar touched her small nose and turned to Harith.
“Hi, there, Jasmine. Thank you for
your help, sweetie.”
“Jasmine said you’ve got problem
with the wheel. Hope this helps.” He handed Harith the pump.
“Thanks.”
Jasmine ran to the slide and made small
talk with Adam. Harith began working on the wheel.
“Do you come here a lot, Mr. Iskandar?”
“Quite often. Jasmine loves it
here. Her mother used to like this place too…” He paused remembering something.
“…today is her seventh birthday and she wanted to come here. Please join us
later. Her Grandma packed us with enough food to feed five people…even the
birthday cake!”
“Alhamdulillah! Thanks for the food
and drinks. Adam really enjoyed the cake and the fried noodles with the fish
crackers. Also thanks for the pump.” The men looked at Adam and Jasmine who
were finishing their drinks. “I guess we’d better get going.”
“Really nice meeting the two of you
here, Mr. Harith.”
“Same here, Mr. Iskandar.
InshaAllah, we’ll meet again.”
“InshaAllah.”
Harith and Adam cycled to the car
park. Harith’s cell phone rang.
“Yes, Grandma. Yes, we’ll be home
in ten minutes, inshaAllah.” He sensed from his grandmother’s urgent voice that
something was up with his grandfather.
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The double storey house – a fusion
of modern and traditional architectural designs – was quiet when Harith reached
the front door. The living room was empty. His grandparents must be at the nearby
masjid for Maghrib prayer. Adam ran to his room. A maid in her fifties appeared
from the dining room and confirmed his grandparents’ whereabouts. Harith hurried
to join the early evening congregational prayer.
It was around nine when Harith returned
home. He heard Adam talking with his great grandmother. He walked to the
direction of the voice. His nephew was narrating the meeting at the park. Seeing
Harith, Hajjah Maryam signaled her grandson to go to the study. “I’ll join you
in a minute, dear.”
An old man in his seventies was
sitting at a big study desk, reading a
tafseer. After giving salaam,
Harith took a seat at the sofa opposite the desk. Haji Mustapha came to join his
grandson. Harith thought it was a little strange for his grandfather to sit
across from him at the sofa set. The door opened and his grandmother entered
with ginger tea for the three of them.
Sitting beside her husband, Hajjah
Maryam looked at her grandson. A mix of sad and happy expressions appeared on
her face. Harith felt a little awkward, almost disturbed, as he sensed a little
tension in the air, yet keeping himself composed to what was about to take
place. The three of them rarely gathered in that room. It was usually him
meeting his grandfather to discuss matters about work at the office or their
batik factory.
“Right after you left for the beach,
your Pak Tua called …and told us everything. Obviously she calculated the time
before leaving. Today was the day and we were told the truth.”
“She? The truth?”
“Jasmine...”
Harith’s jaw dropped.
“…and what really happened on that
wedding day.”
Hajjah Maryam nodded reaffirming
her husband’s words.
Harith recalled the last meeting with
Jasmine in KB almost two years ago. She did not tell him the reason for leaving
before the wedding and he did not force her to. For a moment, Harith was
speechless. Meeting little Jasmine earlier reminded him of his Jasmine as well as his long lost mother. All the way driving
home, he recalled the time spent with Jasmine at the park.
Looking straight into Harith’s
eyes, his grandfather continued. “I want you to be honest with me, Harith. I
know for many years I wasn’t the kind of grandfather you wanted to have. I had
my reasons and some you’ve already known. Some are wise to be kept secret for
the betterment of our family. But, when Jasmine came into our family, you and I…we
opened a new chapter of our relationship. That, I will forever be grateful to
her.”
Harith took in every word uttered
by Haji Mustapha. Nothing new to his ears. The past two years, his relationship
with his grandfather had indeed improved. What was the truth? The true reason
why she had left? Jasmine’s name suddenly cropped up. No one had mentioned the
name for the past one year and a half. He believed the family wanted to spare
him the agony of what went down almost two years ago. Or perhaps, they had
decided to forget the name.
“Before I tell you the truth your
Pak Tua told me…why she left, I want to hear all about you and Jasmine.” The
old man’s voice became less commanding than usual.
Moments earlier, he had guessed
from his grandmother’s face that his grandfather had another tip regarding him
searching for his mother yet again. For years he had been secretly searching
for her ever since he began working in the family’s batik business. That was about
seven years ago. He always saved one third amount of his monthly salary to use purposely
for that. He was a little distracted during Jasmine’s stay, but never stopped
entirely.
As for Jasmine, she vanished into
thin air about two years ago. Just like his mother did. He had tried contacting
her at her home, but gave it a rest when his effort was fruitless. Of the two
women, he decided to pursue looking for his mother. He missed Jasmine still but
kept telling himself that his life would only be complete after he had found
his mother.
“Dear, what we’ve learned today has
changed what we believed was true…that she never left only to save herself.
Perhaps you have guessed that.”
Hajjah Maryam’s voice brought
Harith back from his musing. Jasmine left
but clearly she had made a deal with Pak Tua. “So, what did Pak Tua say? No,
no…exactly what did Jasmine say?”
“Before we go into that, tell us
everything…do not leave a single thing out, dear…about you and Jasmine…from
your first meeting with her and all that happened between the two of you until
the day she left…on that wedding day two years ago.” Hajjah Maryam’s voice was
gentle yet encouraging.
“You two had some kind of a
partnership and both were…I would say still trustful to one another or the
partnership itself. What I don’t understand is how come you don’t even know
where she is now?” his grandfather added.
First
the meeting with that little Jasmine in the park and now this! The thought
ran through his head. There was still a half month before the two-year time
completed. Only then he had promised himself to seek for Jasmine again. He
still could not figure out why she needed the two years.
Harith hesitated for a little while
but realized no harms in telling his grandparents everything. They had known
much about him and Jasmine. Losing Jasmine did change the family in some
positive ways – a blessing in disguise. Even his relationship with his
grandfather had become as normal as it should have been since. But, it never
justified losing her in his life.
“Harith…” called his grandmother
after his long pause.
“We met in a flight…”